Coming Home!
N is coming home today after being gone since Sunday morning! I can not WAIT!! This is the longest we've been apart since the day we met and I seriously don't EVER want to do it again. He's got another business trip planned for the second week in May and I may just have to take the time off so I can go with him. We both nearly went crazy these past few days. Still, I don't really want to waste my vacation days to go to *gasp* Texas! Not when we're trying to plan a trip to Scotland this year so we can 'elope'. I tell you! I can't WAIT to get that man naked!

I didn't care at ALL that there were two women from work on this business trip with him, as the girls he works with always seem to be throwing themselves at him, but what could I do? I just did my best not to be a bitch about it and trusted him. Every now and then he would mention that one of both of them were with the group that went out at night and I had the most SICKENING jealous feeling! But, I bit my tongue and just kept reminding myself that he is MINE! I didn't say anything to him about it because what better way to drive a guy into an affair then to constantly accuse him of one? Not that N ever ever ever does ANYTHING to make me think he would cheat on me. That makes squashing that little green eyed monster all the easier.

But, he's back tonight! yay!!! And I'm going to make him REALLY glad he was a good boy on his trip!

As for the rest of my life? Well work sucks as much as usual. Boring boring boring. I have three things I need to do, but they all require the help of someone else and all three of those people are out of the office.

On a positive note, M called me and said "I just thought you want to know when my next (baseball) games are". Funny how something THAT simple can make me feel so good! M didn't speak to me for at lease two years (due to divorce issues), so to have him calling ME and asking ME to come see HIM is such a HUGE positive step for all of us! I'm hoping we can do something cool for his birthday (the 30th).

OK- that's all for now!