Ok, I'm bored so sue me!
Topic: Quizes
Just trying to get the time to pass until it's time to pick up N from the airport... logest 15 minutes of my life!

Was doing a quiz that I found rather amusing... depending on my answer (on the fence on a few) I'm either:


Angry Girl


What kind of little girl were YOU?
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or


Quiet Girl


What kind of little girl were YOU?
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in Actualality, I'm a combination of the two...

Have I mentioned that I love 'self-awareness' quizzes yet? well, you've been warned!

Coming Home!
N is coming home today after being gone since Sunday morning! I can not WAIT!! This is the longest we've been apart since the day we met and I seriously don't EVER want to do it again. He's got another business trip planned for the second week in May and I may just have to take the time off so I can go with him. We both nearly went crazy these past few days. Still, I don't really want to waste my vacation days to go to *gasp* Texas! Not when we're trying to plan a trip to Scotland this year so we can 'elope'. I tell you! I can't WAIT to get that man naked!

I didn't care at ALL that there were two women from work on this business trip with him, as the girls he works with always seem to be throwing themselves at him, but what could I do? I just did my best not to be a bitch about it and trusted him. Every now and then he would mention that one of both of them were with the group that went out at night and I had the most SICKENING jealous feeling! But, I bit my tongue and just kept reminding myself that he is MINE! I didn't say anything to him about it because what better way to drive a guy into an affair then to constantly accuse him of one? Not that N ever ever ever does ANYTHING to make me think he would cheat on me. That makes squashing that little green eyed monster all the easier.

But, he's back tonight! yay!!! And I'm going to make him REALLY glad he was a good boy on his trip!

As for the rest of my life? Well work sucks as much as usual. Boring boring boring. I have three things I need to do, but they all require the help of someone else and all three of those people are out of the office.

On a positive note, M called me and said "I just thought you want to know when my next (baseball) games are". Funny how something THAT simple can make me feel so good! M didn't speak to me for at lease two years (due to divorce issues), so to have him calling ME and asking ME to come see HIM is such a HUGE positive step for all of us! I'm hoping we can do something cool for his birthday (the 30th).

OK- that's all for now!

In the begining...
There was me...

Since I find blogs that just *poof* appear out of nowhere and give no background information annoying I thought I would start mine out with a little about me - of course this information will change over the years, but the point is that the journal will cover all the changes.. right!?

So -first off and foremost know that I am not the best speller, and I'm well aware of the fact. I probably won't spell check every post, so if creative linguistics bother you, leave now!

Now, back to me. I'm 35, female, engaged and the mother of three. To help you keep the most important people in my life strait I'll create a little quick reference list for you!

N - The most wonderful, perfect and amazing man EVER, and he's MINE - ALLLLLL MINE.
Richard - The 'evil ex-husband'
I - N's 11 year old son
C - My 16 year old daughter
M - My (almost) 13 year old son
S - My 10 year old daughter

None of the kids live with us full time, but we have them over on various weekends, weekdays and holidays. It's rather confusing as "His" and "Mine" don't have the same visitation schedule so sometimes we have some, sometimes all and sometimes none...

I've been divorced for a little over a year though we were separated for three years before that. We got married when I was 18, 3 days after I graduated from high school. We separated for the 'last time' shortly before our 12th anniversary. My children, especially my son, didn't take the divorce well, and only recently have things begun to get better.

N and I have been together for almost three years, and engaged for over a year.

I work for a computer consulting company, and I have a vast technical background. Recently, though I became certified as a project manager. Unfortunately my career hasn't really changed much since then. The market here is TERRIBLE! I'm full time at one client and that keeps me from going completely insane. Still I toy with getting another job off and on. From time to time I consider a complete career change, but I tend to be pretty lazy so nothing comes of it.

OK! I just read through this and realized how serious it seems! I'm really not all that bad! I a fun person - really I am!